My story is similar to many other women out there. We've been hurt, betrayed and let down and made to feel worthless and guilty for the shortcomings of the person or people who've dealt the blow, whether it's in romantic relationships or otherwise.
We then lower our expectations and therefore the damage progresses, the hole gets deeper and the wounds are more difficult and seemingly impossible to heal. I personally don't have it in me to continually let my guard down, making myself available for more pain JUST for the remote possibility of meeting someone real.
I've simply lost faith that this person is out there. I really appreciate you taking the time to share your thoughts with me and if you've read this much I applaud you lol. I've never put my emotions into words and I'll be honest this is damn near therapeutic! =0)
Believe me I want to let go of the past. I want to muster up the strength to move on.
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You're so sexy and smart. You amaze me chica...you're 100% fab!!! LOVE YA!
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